Expectation (O.C.Suinbernu's Imitation).

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The poem always was for me the form of expression of feelings. In two-three stanzas finds room much – the overflowing emotions asking on will of thought, impetuous passion. Not having possibility to give vent to this all on a paper, for a long time would descend suma from an overabundance of feelings. And so – anything, it was possible to consult. Improbably it would be desirable, not spending, certainly, not deserved analogies to repeat thereupon Sergey Yesenin's words: «as to other autobiographical data, - they in my verses».

Expectation – torture for arrogance heart:
Rumples, throws that in ice, in fire
Also touches soul the,
Whose are cold fingers and the palm is damp.
Torments, compresses, frightens and blows
Tomb; nadezhdoju robkoju heats,
Wastes hours and minutes,
And artful the expanse gives to thoughts,
And rage the fire kindles zadutyj
Also beats.
(Always only beats)

Expectation – in the essence is hopeless:
Comparable only with bitter, but light dream –
That gives rest as the sea is rebellious,
But only it is not similar to real destiny.
In hundred krat it is brighter, than lives a movement,
In him of feelings and sufferings rattles izverzhene,
It directs to secrets the future,
Bears us on wings by a dawn, forward.
But the truth conceals from pining, waiting
Also says lies.
(Always only says lies)

2001

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